Christmas

B had a great Christmas. I love this little boy so much he is funny crazy and keeps me on my toes. He was up bright and early ready to go. He got a lot of fun stuff. A DS game and a WII game, Operation and some books plus a few tinker toys.

Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve we spent with my sister and then ended the night at my Grandpas where B got a new skateboard he was super excited. Also he got to open a present befor he went to bed that night.

Neighborhood Christmas Party

Our neighbors closed off the road and had a super fun Christmas party... With soup, mac and cheese, story telling, hay rides and of course Santa..

I love this.....

I love this saying... It is so true

Quote..

I never thought a quote could hit me so hard..
CHERISH YOUR SPOUSE AS THE GREATEST POSSESSION OF YOUR LIFE AND TREAT HIM OR HER ACCORDINGLY. MAKE IT YOUR CONSTANT GOAL TO ADD TO THE HAPPINESS AND COMFORT OF YOUR COMPANION... President Gordon B. Hinckley

Marriage

These are my reflections on a marriage a family and what are important to me.. You do not have to agree with me....
If I want a amazing marriage and family these are the tools I need.
1. Foundation (You have to put your heavenly father first)
2. Your spouse
3. Your children
4. Hard working
5. Faith
6. Honesty
7. Humility
8. LOVE
My life has been humbled much. If you put your heavenly father first and do what is asked of you your family will be blessed. In doing so you need to kneel down at night with your elbows on your bed praying with your spouse in the evening and in the morning thanking him for your health, love, family, income etc. Reading your scriptures. These are such easy tasks but seem to be the hardest for me to overcome. Paying a full tithing.
Put your spouse first. Love them, date them make it fun, understand them, over see weakness. It is a 50/50 deal down to the finance, kids, home, dog, laundry, cleaning.
Your children will see this love and support and they will fall into place. Love your kids read with them play games.
In last make your house a HOME with love, support, understanding, patient

BLAHHHHHHHHHH

I have no desire for Christmas this year.... I hate the Christmas music I don't want to buy anything. I could care less about the decorations or the tree. I feel like every morning I wake up like someone punched me right in the stomach. I have this knot that turns and turns and turns.. I am either happy, mad, sad, or crying. This is ridiculous. If it was not for my sweet little B I would be a mess all the time, I get up for him, I get ready for him, I look endlessly for jobs for him. I live for him. I go to stores and people bug me, driving in the car bugs me, people in general bug me this feeling better end soon or I am going to turn into the cat lady....

So Dear Santa,
BRING ME SOME CHEER, MOTIVATION, LOVE, KINDNESS, AND LESS HATE.... OH YA AND A GOOD PAYING JOB.....